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reading thru yr blog I teared...well not sad but touched....

You know me very well not quite well... :)

last night sleep only at 3am....i woke up few times...cant really sleep....yr msg that came at 4+am i was awake....I am not upset...just tat I was thinking thru the happy moments we spent together...how we met...the songs i sang for u.....and lots more...

Last time i always have the thought if only u din come from a wealthy family tat would be so gd...coz we can be together....but u r....

All these r "if".....but I have to face it..face the reality...

I will be alright..though its not easy..I will take some time...dun worry..will ok soon....


Duan Dian-Zhang Jing Xuan
well...... i will be happy for u when u r happy...other things r not impt

we love each other so we get together...and we r separated is also we love each other

i have learned a lot of things from u....which i will remember them by heart...big thank you to u...u r still the best..

hope all the best for u... :)

i am not really that upset...seriously...coz i know u still love me... :)



Forever Love - X-Japan
hai....

last night i hope to receive a call or sms from u...but it came very late...

i drunk myself with vodka to get to sleep... well...drinking with empty stomach helps...very fast drunk...really fast....

afternoon nap cant really sleep...only 30mins of nap... :(

really hope that we can tok tonight...to settle whats to be settled
tml she is back...

everyday i have been counting down....finally tml is the day...

today i have a very strong feeling that she might just put an end to our relationship...hai...i dunno...i dun wan to jeopardise she and her mmum relationship...but on the other hand i will have a hard time....

hai i dunno....i had already fallen quite deep...quite hard to climb up...it takes a long time...

i am confused... :(
last night i din update my blog...

yesterdae went swimming with vik..then later on song join us for pool...I was hitting in quite a number of gd shots and song say this shows that u miss her a lot.. the more u miss her the better u play....

i guess that is true...i admit it... :( kinda miss her yesterdae....

hai......
today i won consolation prize at the yew tee competition....finally i got back the prize again..i din got it last yr... gained some prize money to let me survive slightly longer..

before the competition starts i still tink abt u..but the effect is getting lesser each day? y? i am too tireD? perhaps......

time for me to sleep...
2nd day...without u around is missing something...

went kbox with song, jialing and qianyin...sang chong lai..it really brings me back to the time i sang it at yr hse...sweet memories...

i cant stop thinking of u...but maybe i shld learn how to get use to life without u? i dunno?
i am sorry that i was so harsh that day... yeah i was angry, pissed...but not for long..

its my fault that i din tink in yr shoes...yr mum is adding on pressure and also u r worried whether u got a place in SIM...its my fault...i neglected yr side... :(

after that night...u din contact me at all...i dunno whats happening...u angry with me? or still thinking? hai.......

I sms u but din reply... i dunno whats happening...maybe u r going into deep thoughts?

U left without saying anything....u will be back only in 6 days time.....hai......i dunno........i am confused.....